Poem - I Don't Know

September 5, 2019

when I see the moon, I see your smile
when I see the flowers along the roadside, I see your sparkling eyes
when I hear the birds singing, I hear you whispering
when I am walking, alone, I am missing you

at night, lying in my bed, alone
I dream of you being here by my side once again, once again
When I feel the sun on my face, I feel your hand
We are hand in hand, walking together

I loved you and you only. Did you love me?
I don’t think so, I read your words, and I don’t think so
I tried, I wanted it to be us, always, for always
But it appears that was only me, not you

Can I have you here by my side?
Do I want you back again? By my side?
Yes, and no, and yes, it's hard to say
I want you, I don't want you, I don’t know what I want

I miss you, yet I don't miss you
I miss your touch, I do miss your touch
I want you, I don't want you, I don't know what I want

What do I want? it's hard to say
It's hard to say, I just don’t know, yet
I want you, I don't want you, I don't know what I want